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Lost

by SUICIDEBYCOP

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1.
so many situations in my whole life try to knock me down on my knees but i will never lose and always try to fight with everything what kills me after a couple of years still got the power in my head and still my only fuel is my constant rage so why you want to get into my life with your stupid views i recommend you to get the fuck out if you don't wanna be abused stop staring at me if you have nothing to tell i'm alone but not lonely, everything is getting well
2.
Soho 01:09
and i finally clean my mind from all the things you said you could say anything i will not deliberate your complains means nothing to me because i just got free in your eyes i could be anybody but i'm clean look in my eyes look at my head look through my brain am i insane? i hated everything about you, but now i don't ever lose my cool i won't listen to you anyway try to spit on me and make me feel like shit, but i will never get sick now i got bulletproof, so correct your aim feel like shit makes me sick spit my rage in your face
3.
i'm still looking for something that i can never have welcome to my world - it's happening every day but i keep searching even if it's pointless struggle why do i hate myself? cause i'm always getting into trouble and i'm still looking for love and happiness but that's one of the things that i can never have i can never have i can never have i can never have main fault is i'm still doing things i hate i became a monster that i've never wanted to be but why am i still hate everyone why am i just can't be fine
4.
Last Days 01:22
people don't deserve to live to love to smile i hope you now will feel terrified my last days started when i was born i have nothing i ain't even begging for more i still hear voices in my head what's up? i don't feel very well it's such a shame for me for you for us and please remain in your pointless life don't complain don't think about no one watch your back i'll be there til' i die did you kicked out open door? why you're such a dirty whore? don't you feel unsatisfied? this is the end of your pathetic life i still hear voices in my head what's up? i don't feel very well i still hear voices in my head what's up? i don't feel very well
5.
so i wake up for one more time and still feel like shit another day with my mind makes me really sick am i destroying my life? or it's already fucked? i'll never know the truth bite it you scum, here i come, it would be difficult for you i don't have any fucks to give in this world i don't wanna live i'd like to see your tears go by my second name is homicide everyday i hear this shit i'm trapped inside my brain but this even could be worse when everyday's the same to be honest i forgot what is real self-esteem to be honest i forgot what is it like to feel i don't have any fucks to give in this world i don't wanna live i'd like to see your tears go by my second name is homicide
6.
Stay Cold 02:29
this is from my heart often fulfilled by hate so much for myself and for everyone else cant stand every stupid face on this fucking streets when i see your rotting smile it just makes me sick everyday im getting worse and dont wanna to live one thought is going through my head: wanna kill kill kill i should don't look down on anybody, i'm getting worse but im only able to stay cold, to stay cold, to stay cold fucking your friends' girlfriend is not okay pretty bartender? get the fuck out of there wanna smash your head, and stomp on your face if i have to be your friend, i'd rather be dead im out of step id rather be dead just form in line, it would be easier for me to take aim at your heads, finish my misery eliminating scum is my most important goal wanna make you cry, make you feel so small you think you're on the top, you could set up the rules just pick up some girls, and youre the king of the fools daddy's car and cheap speed won't make you the boss i want to spit on your graves because you're so gross fucking your friends' girlfriend is not okay pretty bartender? get the fuck out of there wanna smash your head, and stomp on your face if i have to be your friend, i'd rather be dead im out of step id rather be dead you could say im psycho, but then who are you your life is fucking joke, i never be like you you are the worst types of people ive ever met kill the fuck yourself, its not too late
7.
Civilization's dying And no one's realizing The position of hate stuck inside the gun Civilization's crying And I won't try to deny it We got a problem son, Something's gotta be done With the Pope And the president And the big rockstar who made alot of money All got one thing in common They know it ain't no fun to get shot with a gun Civilization's dying And no one's realizing The position of hate stuck inside the gun Civilization's crying And I won't try to deny it We got a problem son, Something's gotta be done With the Pope And the president And the big rockstar who made alot of money All got one thing in common They know it ain't no fun to get shot with a gun Civilization's dying And no one's realizing The position of hate stuck inside the gun Civilization's crying And I won't try to deny it We got a problem son, Something's gotta be done With the Pope, and the president, and the big rockstar who made alot of money Made alot of money, made alot of money, made alot of money
8.
Scum 01:28
feeling good and feeling clean this life is not for me feeling bad still getting worse i have nothing looking back when realised i just forgot how to smile feeling sick of this world there is nothing good to come i don't care about your pride i don't need your respect mental scum without a spine you'd better not try to fight never give up, never give up don't ever lose your will to fight if anyone fuck with us this will be their last move
9.
walking on the streets i feel the summer heat i have no respect for the human beings look into my eyes, you should be scared i'm getting tired of every day you will never know how do i feel i'm down and bored and i'm lost for real and now you're talking shit about me you're my enemy not even one of you could see that i'm lost for real don't ask me know about any reasons you will never understand that my mind is my prison and now you're talking shit about me you're my enemy not even one of you could see that i'm lost for real for real
10.
Emptiness 01:36
i'm fucking tired of being depressed i'm just sick of waking up the next day hate for myself and everyone else were you even tried to listen what i had to say? i've had some sort of therapy for now i just feel so unreal emptiness feeling sick don't exist life is pain, it's a common truth i've always tried to be like you it's hard to say and it's hard to listen my life is like sex but without kisses i've had some sort of therapy for now i just feel so unreal emptiness feeling sick don't exist
11.
Brainwash 01:15
i have to break every chain which is holding me like if i were a slave don't have to live to love to smile cause my humanity recently died they just want to wash your brain never ever give up, stay by my side this sick situation cannot break you down this sick society cannot establish rules world wasn't made for me and you they just want to wash your brain but i'm not a fucking slave not a fucking slave break these fucking chains and leave them alone to die and starve take as much money as you can kill some dicks rob every bank never give up always stay pissed contemporary terror is leading by authorities
12.
Disgrace 01:23
we are against ourselves there's so much things i hate and love i don't wanna feel, i can't handle it no more that's cause i love and hate this place who are you? you are disgrace and we are strong and you are fucking wrong there's so much things i hate and love i don't wanna feel, i can't handle it no more it's because i love and hate this place who are you? you are disgrace
13.
Gotta Stay 01:21
they build a few walls instead of bridges i can't accept their fucking convenience there isn't any gotta go only gotta stay at all because of all this stupid fights i don't know GOTTA STAY GOTTA STAY GOTTA STAY i just can't stand it anymore why should i break down open door? why should my words became a gun? i don't know, i don't know tell me what's good and what's wrong get too mindfucked, one two three four
14.
you want to fuck our heads with politics and religion let me tell ya somethin, i got another vision i'm gonna hate you all, your churches and your schools since we were little kids you have been treating us like fools! there is so many things that aren't black and white that's right, two and two can sometimes make a five hey, you know what? your life is a lie you just was born and you're going to die they said they said so many bullshit that you swallow they said they said they said so many fucking bollocks and i cant understand your worldview, it's so narrow just a few more weeks and you'll be buried in sorrow and i began to doubt about your own sanities because all i get is some piece of shit

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Recorded in Studio Riot at Rozbrat, July 2017.
Mixed and mastered by Studio Riot.
N.I.C. Records
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released August 7, 2017

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